as in now

i am still reading their blogs like outsider reading a fairy tale story

went out with Andrew and Justinyesterday...felt a bit better than normal.
talked 2 hours of crap

today going to KL again..

sometimes it strikes me what i am actually looking for

am i wad they said to be too childish
am i wad they considered to be this and that

but at the end of the day,
who are they to comment?!?!?!
and why do i let that bother me so much..

as Flash always write in his song "I AM WHO I AM"