poor

there will be a CNY gathering tomorrow.
and
i am not going
even though with pleas..
of course,
i will have my very own reason(s).

more than half of the population who are going tomorrow,
are from the working forces,
blessed with stable income.
i am JUST a student.
students are SUPPOSED to be poor.
(if u are not poor, then pretend to be one)
this is the only time in life whereby being poor is not that bad..
really.
besides, i am saving for "something" in June,right gals? (*ahem, tzyy ling n snoopy)

there are at least 2 babes who are going tomorrow,
that i dont know,
or even heard of.
i was a late comer (enroll during F3)
i dont know most of the gals in secondary school.
by the time i got familiarized with faces,
we separated without even knowing names.

the topics gals talk about,
i dont get it.
either i am too stupid or i am too slow
they seemed to talk in codes. ("neh, that one ar..u dunno meh?", "that already got married to him loh", "got kids already" bla bla bla)
i feel like i am in enemy's warzone,
with foreign language, waiting to be prosecuted
of course, there are nice souls who do "translation",
but
who's gonna be bothered after 1hour?
with so many things to catch up.

lastly, i dont eat much at night (digestion problem)
rm 49 will be too expensive for me.
even rm 20 is too much.
i am a bitch at dinner.
and i am calculative,
because
i am student,
and
i am poor.