why?

why are we given hearts that crumbles easily leaving unreformed scars behind for us to reminiscence?

why cant we protect ourselves from getting too emotional in certain situations?

why cant we give order to hearts but go according to them?

why kids draw hearts in "love" shape??
when we study biology in high school, hearts didnt turn out to be that shape. and afterwards, we refuse to draw hearts like we used too.

why cant we choose to forget? those unhappy moments?!?! why do we keep them??

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i talked to Kaori over the phone today after ermm 2 years.
her english gone STALE..my japanese gone down the drain.every of my attempts, i blurbed out Korean instead.
super shame.super sober.

wadever japanese words i can remember "kakoii, moshimoshi, taberu, ramen, urusai, bus, debu.........."
thinking back now, they dont make sense! no wonder, she was laughing. o_O