waiting the empty waits

it's 12.31am here.
there is a point in life where u are wasting time waiting for unsecure things
you start to put a full stop.
but then u just cant!

you waited.
....and waited....

for a phone call,
for a sms,
for that special default ringtone u set
for a comeback,
for a date,
for an appointment,
for those promises said
for a smile
for tears to dry
for scars to cure
for people that you know will not return
for hearts that seems so far in the presence of the owners
for memory to recover
for lost friends


NOW, tonight, this moment i just want to lie down a complicated full of anticipation Rose and wake up a simple less-anticipated no-longer-waiting Rose.

i am tired, finally

p/s: dont sms or call my hp tomolo, as it will be off. just for ONE DAY, dont look for me, i dont want to be found!for time being, let u awaits for me...