emo+ hatred + 4 yrs

i hate school


and
i hate school


it's pretty funny that
during our first yr, 4 yrs seems like 40 yrs,
and during our final yr, 4 yrs seems like 4 days.

i hate to wake up early for classes or rather for ATTENDANCE.
i hate to dress up appropriately for schools.


i hate to wake up at 6.00am to wait for bus to go hospital and wait for another 1 and 1/2 hr to start.

i hate that i have to give meals much thoughts when i am away from home.


i hate people. i hate the fact that deep down inside, i love most of my classmates.
i hate that i let my 4 yrs passed by without doing anything besides than drugs.

most of all, i hate the fact that this is my last semester and i have learned how to love my hatred all through my 4years.

and
for the first time in my life,
i hate being lonely,
knowing that everybody is working hard to strive forward.

xx

i lost count of how many nicknames i actually owned.
the latest, will be "Hana" meaning flower.
adapted by the groups.
attached w a picture to show that
they are doing fine

>＞。゜*。ＲＯＳＥ。゜*。サン
『花君』、裏話とか！笑
『花君』、裏話とか！笑
『花君』、裏話とか！笑
p/s: dont ask, i dont know what it means. Help, translation needed.

xx

prolly some of u might wonder where i got all these photos.
the results of language barrier.
for example,
this means....eat more..eat happily

cont' next round..
tonnes of those around.
some deleted.

quizzes, here i come!!