hanging over 4years

i had been saying "i wanna lose weight" for the past 4years.
to wear nice pants,


look fab even with plain jeans and plain top

(note: i purposely wanna contaminate the ass. coz it's too good that i know u will steal it from me..blek ;P)

to take nice self-cams without giving two cents about angle and lighting



and safe $$ on food. then buy myself an apple



and be able to attend events with "Hawaii" / beach theme


worry-free of wad to wear for whatever u wear will look good anyway.


but 4years passed till now, there is no significant changes.
i still indulge in:




long way to go,
another effortless 4 years again??!?!